THE DEVIL IS WORKING OVER TIME

WHAT A WEEK NOT ONLY IS CHEMO ENOUGH I GET A CALL MONDAY NIGHT THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER GET. BUT I DID MY WHOLE LIFE FLASHED IN MY EYES I BROKE DOWN, I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY. AND I THINK IT WOULD HAVE BEEN EAISER TO GO CRAZY THEN WHAT I WAS GOING THOUGH. YOU KNOW LIFE IS HARD ENOUGH I GO TO WORK EVERYDAY FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE TO LIVE AND DONE SEEM TO MAKE ANYONE HAPPY. I GET DIRECTIONS FROM THE HO AND TRY TO PASS THEM ON AND I AM THE BAD PERSON. I LOVE MY JOB , I LOVE WORKING WITH PEOPLE. THE CUSTOMERS ARE WONDER SOMEDAYS THEY HAVE A BAD DAYS DONT WE ALL.I HAVE A WONDERFUL CASHIERS AND MY APPERAL LADIES ARE GREAT. MAYBE IT IS ME I DONT SEEM TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW MATTER HOW HARD I TRY. PEOPLE JUST WANT TO STAND AROUND AND DO WHAT THEY WANT AND GET PAID FOR IT. BUT WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENS YOU BETTER BE THERE TO HELP WHICH IS OK WITH ME. YOU KNOW LIFE IS HARD ENOUGH WHY MAKE IT HARDER AT WORK DOES EVERYONE GET A THRILL MAKING ME UNHAPPY, WATCHING FOR ME TO DO SOMETHING WRONG SO THEY CAN RUN AND TELL. YOU KNOW I NEED A JOB AS BAD AS THE NEXT PERSON. THERE ARE DAYS I HAVE TO PULL MY SELF OUT OF BED AND MAKE MY SELF GO. WOULD SOME FOLKS BE HAPPY IF I WOULD JUST DIE.. SO THEY CAN SAY I DID IT I GOT RID OF HER FOR GOOD. PUT YOUR SELF IN MY SHOES IF YOU WAS TOLD BY HO & THE MARKET TEAM WHAT TO DO WOULD YOU NOT DO IT.. ARE THERE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT THRIVE ON MAKING PEOPLES LIFE A LIVING #&!!. I WONDER EVERYDAY WHAT HAVE I DONE THAT WAS SO BAD TO GO THOUGH CANCER TO PUT MY BOYS THOUGHT IT AND MY FAMILY THOUGH ALL OF THIS. I AM THOUGH AND GOD IF YOU ARE READY FOR ME TAKE ME. LIFE ON EARTH IS GETTING HARDER EVERYDAY MY FAMILY NEEDS EVERYONE PRAYERS THE DEVIL IS WORKING OVERTIME ON ME AND FAMILY MEMBERS. I KNOW THEY KNOW WHO GOD IS AND WHAT HE CAN DO FOR THEM BUT WITH WHAT I AM GOING THOUGH THEY DONT UNDERSTAND. I WISH FAMILY & FRIENDS DIDNT HAVE TO SUFFER LIKE I DO IAM READY TO GO I HAVE LEAD A GOOD LIFE I HAVE HAD 1 GREAT HUSBAND THAT GAVE ME TWO WONDERFUL SONS. THEN LIFE TOOK SOME CHANGES .THEN I MET A WONDERFUL MAN THAT IS WOMDERFUL TO ME AND MY BOYS. HE HAS BEEN THOUGH ALL THIS CANCER UP & DOWNS. BUT THE DEVIL IS NOT HAPPY HE IS WORKING OVER TIME O IF YOU HAVE ANY EXTRA TIME AND EXTRA PRAYERS WE SHOULD USE THEM.